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artpoprebel:

A year ago today, the world lost an incredible 14 year old boy from Buffalo, New York.
His name was Jamey Rodemeyer and he will forever be remembered as a happy, courageous human being and activist against bullying. He spoke multiple times about it in the videos he posted to Youtube. Please, take a few minutes to watch them. It would mean a lot.
Although Jamey was so outspoken on the subject, he, himself was a victim to the bullying he tried so desperately to put an end to. Jamey took his life the night of September 17th, 2011 because of the torture he went through. His younger sister found him the morning of September 18th, hanging from the swing set in his family’s backyard.
Even though he was going through tough times at school, he created incredibly uplifting and heartfelt videos telling people they are special, that it does get better, to stay strong and to never give up. He was an exceptionally brave person who gave his time to helping other people feel like they were worth something. To make them feel like they had a purpose on this planet, to give them the hope they needed.
His last tweet was to Lady Gaga, who was a huge inspiration to him. He lived and breathed her message of “Born This Way”. 

“@ladygaga bye mother monster, thank you for all you have done, paws up forever”.

Lady Gaga dedicated a performance of her song “Hair”, an anthem dedicated to the social outcasts, to Jamey at last year’s iHeartRadio Music Festival. Watch that here.

“You’re not a victim, you’re a lesson to all of us.”
I’ve learned and thought about you a lot over the past year, Jamey, and today was really no different. “Hair” was playing in my head all day at work and I even started to sing it aloud when no one was around. You, sir, are a constant reminder for me to treat everyone I meet with the upmost respect and kindness. You make me want to be a better person and really just help those who are in need of a friend or just someone to talk to. I wanna thank you for from the bottom of my heart for that. All of us Monsters miss you, bud. Paws Up & Take care :]

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artpoprebel:

A year ago today, the world lost an incredible 14 year old boy from Buffalo, New York.

His name was Jamey Rodemeyer and he will forever be remembered as a happy, courageous human being and activist against bullying. He spoke multiple times about it in the videos he posted to Youtube. Please, take a few minutes to watch them. It would mean a lot.

Although Jamey was so outspoken on the subject, he, himself was a victim to the bullying he tried so desperately to put an end to. Jamey took his life the night of September 17th, 2011 because of the torture he went through. His younger sister found him the morning of September 18th, hanging from the swing set in his family’s backyard.

Even though he was going through tough times at school, he created incredibly uplifting and heartfelt videos telling people they are special, that it does get better, to stay strong and to never give up. He was an exceptionally brave person who gave his time to helping other people feel like they were worth something. To make them feel like they had a purpose on this planet, to give them the hope they needed.

His last tweet was to Lady Gaga, who was a huge inspiration to him. He lived and breathed her message of “Born This Way”. 

 bye mother monster, thank you for all you have done, paws up forever”.

Lady Gaga dedicated a performance of her song “Hair”, an anthem dedicated to the social outcasts, to Jamey at last year’s iHeartRadio Music Festival. Watch that here.

“You’re not a victim, you’re a lesson to all of us.”

I’ve learned and thought about you a lot over the past year, Jamey, and today was really no different. “Hair” was playing in my head all day at work and I even started to sing it aloud when no one was around. You, sir, are a constant reminder for me to treat everyone I meet with the upmost respect and kindness. You make me want to be a better person and really just help those who are in need of a friend or just someone to talk to. I wanna thank you for from the bottom of my heart for that. All of us Monsters miss you, bud. Paws Up & Take care :]

theskinofourteeth:

fugue-stasis:

chronicillnesscat:

[Image: 6-piece blue colored background with a Siamese cat with blue eyes. Text reads: “Have to stay home from school constantly due to illness; “How can we make you more motivated?””]
B****, if I could go, believe me, I would.

The principle of my school told me last week that “you’ve gotta try to get to class more often.”
Oh, oh shit—really? I’m sorry sir, I had no idea that that was an expectation. I’ll be sure not to let the complete impossibility of that happening interfere any longer!

Oh geeze, if the issue was motivation I think I’d be ruling the world right now.

This was the principal at the previous school. She was also like “but you don’t have a physical illness!” Oh, so crippling chronic depression doesn’t count now?
EDIT: *headdesk* Accidentally typed “he” instead of “she”. xD The principal was definitely a woman.

theskinofourteeth:

fugue-stasis:

chronicillnesscat:

[Image: 6-piece blue colored background with a Siamese cat with blue eyes. Text reads: “Have to stay home from school constantly due to illness; “How can we make you more motivated?””]

B****, if I could go, believe me, I would.

The principle of my school told me last week that “you’ve gotta try to get to class more often.”

Oh, oh shit—really? I’m sorry sir, I had no idea that that was an expectation. I’ll be sure not to let the complete impossibility of that happening interfere any longer!

Oh geeze, if the issue was motivation I think I’d be ruling the world right now.

This was the principal at the previous school. She was also like “but you don’t have a physical illness!” Oh, so crippling chronic depression doesn’t count now?

EDIT: *headdesk* Accidentally typed “he” instead of “she”. xD The principal was definitely a woman.

Emilie Autumn - What If
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What if - Emilie Autumn 

Here you sit on your high-backed chair 
Wonder how the view is from there 
I wouldn’t know ‘cause I like to sit 
Upon the floor, yeah upon the floor 
If you like we could play a game 
Let’s pretend that we are the same 
But you will have to look much closer 
Than you do, closer than you do 

And I’m far too tired to stay here anymore 
And I don’t care what you think anyway 
‘Cause I think you were wrong about me 
Yeah what if you were, what if you were 

And what if I’m a snowstorm burning 
What if I’m a world unturning 
What if I’m an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep 
What if I’m the kindest demon 
Something you may not believe in 
What if I’m a siren singing gentlemen to sleep 

I know you’ve got it figured out 
Tell me what I am all about 
And I just might learn a thing or two 
Hundred about you, maybe about you 
I’m the end of your telescope 
I don’t change just to suit your vision 
‘Cause I am bound by a fraying rope 
Around my hands, tied around my hands 

And you close your eyes when I say I’m breaking free 
And put your hands over both your ears 
Because you cannot stand to believe I’m not 
The perfect girl you thought 
Well what have I got to lose 

And what if I’m a weeping willow 
Laughing tears upon my pillow 
What if I’m a socialite who wants to be alone 
What if I’m a toothless leopard 
What if I’m a sheepless shepherd 
What if I’m an angel without wings to take me home 

You don’t know me 
Never will, never will 
I’m outside your picture frame 
And the glass is breaking now 
You can’t see me 
Never will, never will 
If you’re never gonna see 

What if I’m a crowded desert 
Too much pain with little pleasure 
What if I’m the nicest place you never want to go 
What if I don’t know who I am 
Will that keep us both from trying 
To find out and when you have 
Be sure to let me know 

What if I’m a snowstorm burning 
What if I’m a world unturning 
What if I’m an ocean, far too shallow, much too deep 
What if I’m the kindest demon 
Something you may not believe in 
What if I’m a siren singing gentlemen to sleep 
Sleep… 
Sleep…

This reminds me of when I had to “come out” as autistic and depressive to my old classmates ;_;

emilieautumnconfessions:

‘I hope my patients never find out about EA. She does exactly what you SHOULD NOT DO when it comes to mental illness; lets it define her, rule her life and uses it as an excuse to be cruel, insensitive and avoid her obligations.’

If my shrink told me bullshit like this, I would probably rage. Emilie has helped me through so much.

emilieautumnconfessions:

I hope my patients never find out about EA. She does exactly what you SHOULD NOT DO when it comes to mental illness; lets it define her, rule her life and uses it as an excuse to be cruel, insensitive and avoid her obligations.’

If my shrink told me bullshit like this, I would probably rage. Emilie has helped me through so much.

God, I hate neurotypicals who complain about how hard it is to have an autistic sibling/parent/family member/friend/whatever.

And the same also goes for bipolar disorder, depression, and such. Guess what? This ain’t about you. Ever fucking considered who this is hardest for? The goddamn autistic/otherwise mentally disabled person. Check your fucking privilege, asshole, before you go ahead expecting a pity party.

Oh, and YEAH I’m a feminist and all about female body lovin’;

oh-skybird:

However, I made a vow to myself at the tender age of 13 to kill myself if I ever got fat. Kill myself or starve. And you know, I intend to keep that vow. I can love other people if they’re fat. But I sure as hell won’t let myself love myself should that ever, god forbid, happen to me.

What the fuck. That, lady, is what is called suicidal thoughts, which is a serious problem and something you sure as hell need to get checked out. That is not an opinion, that is a sign that you clearly aren’t happy. Please, please see a therapist, we do not need to lose more lives.